It's not easy being green...

"Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans."

It's not easy being green,
like a martian being on Earth.
It's not easy feeling blue,
when it's like a living death.

Life rollercoasters suck,
when you're three days up,
and rest of the year's fuck,
waiting for the next push up.

Some day you look behind,
and review your past life,
deep inside into your mind,
a little afraid of such dive.   

It's not easy being green,
face you lost your bet,
dislike what you've seen,
know there's no reset.

Life happens to you,
when doing other plans.
Shall learn I'd better do,
let it be, give zen a chance.